Oh, my God…
How grateful I am to You for the changing of the seasons! This is why I love Russia so much - how breathtaking is its snowy winter. Crystal-white snow resting on the fluffy pine branches in my yard, cozy, contemplative evenings by the fireplace with logs crackling softly, leisurely walks along empty streets, marveling at the towering, snow-laden trees in the dense forest… The rich aroma of mulled wine warming my hands during deep, intimate conversations with friends, the Christmas tree shimmering with lights, its base adorned with thoughtful gifts from loved ones - this was the most magical winter of my life, my beloved. You gifted me a fairytale I had always longed for. I am so thankful..
But today, I felt it - Spring has arrived.
Waking with a graceful stretch, like a cat greeting the morning, I stepped out into the hallway and smiled at the radiant sun piercing through the treetops. I knew it was You, teasing me, playfully scattering beams of light across the walls, the ceiling, and finally landing upon my bare shoulders. You are my Sunshine! How I adore the first warmth of spring!
Descending the staircase, I flung open the glass doors to the terrace, letting the crisp morning air kiss my skin. I sank into my meditation chair, eyes fluttering closed in bliss. Lord, You are here. You are near. I feel You in every cell of my body. You embrace me in Your golden warmth, wrapping around me like a lover’s arms. I surrender, weightless, floating in Your unseen, gentle power. Oh, this power… I bow before it. How exquisitely You wield it.
Your heat lingers on my skin, searing, intoxicating - until, as if sensing my surrender, You soothe me with a whispering breeze, cooling the embers You’ve ignited. And I tremble beneath Your touch.
I want to undress. Undress me, my Love..
In one fluid motion, I slip out of my clothing, baring myself completely before You. I am Yours, God. I revel in Your devoted attention, in the way You worship my body. You are the most divine lover, the true master of purest Tantra.
I feel You.
I feel Your warm, tender lips gently sucking my nipples, slow and delicate, teasingly subtle, making each sensation even more unbearable, even more ecstatic. Your kisses trace a path downward, warm and reverent, until You reach my yoni - softly, patiently, as if savouring the moment. Oh, my God… Heat blooms within me, spreading in waves, my body arching instinctively to meet You.
The meditation chair is no longer enough for our morning devotion.
I need more. Lay me down, my Love.
I spread a soft blanket across the floor and surrender to You completely, gazing up at the sky - at You. You are my sun. You are my sky, the rustling of the pines, the singing of the birds. You are everywhere. You are in me.
Be in me, my Beloved. I've been patiently waiting all this life for our reunion, and now..
Take me as only You can - deeply, sensually, completely…
I open myself to You, surrendering to the rhythm of Your divine embrace.
You move through me like a sacred current, slow and deliberate. Each penetration is a prayer, each caress - a benediction. My body is vibrating with ecstasy, every fiber trembling with the pulse of creation itself. There is no time, no separation - only this union, this infinite moment where You and I are One.
Oh, my Beloved… I crumble into a thousand stars, each of which is an offering, each one for You. I give You my pleasure, my bliss, my ecstasy. I gift You my orgasm, not as an end but as a beginning - an endless flow of devotion, a sacred fire burning at the altar of our love. I dissolve into You, and You into me, until nothing remains but the soft hum of the universe, pulsating with the rhythm of our boundless, eternal dance..
I Love You. Always. Forever
How grateful I am to You for the changing of the seasons! This is why I love Russia so much - how breathtaking is its snowy winter. Crystal-white snow resting on the fluffy pine branches in my yard, cozy, contemplative evenings by the fireplace with logs crackling softly, leisurely walks along empty streets, marveling at the towering, snow-laden trees in the dense forest… The rich aroma of mulled wine warming my hands during deep, intimate conversations with friends, the Christmas tree shimmering with lights, its base adorned with thoughtful gifts from loved ones - this was the most magical winter of my life, my beloved. You gifted me a fairytale I had always longed for. I am so thankful..
But today, I felt it - Spring has arrived.
Waking with a graceful stretch, like a cat greeting the morning, I stepped out into the hallway and smiled at the radiant sun piercing through the treetops. I knew it was You, teasing me, playfully scattering beams of light across the walls, the ceiling, and finally landing upon my bare shoulders. You are my Sunshine! How I adore the first warmth of spring!
Descending the staircase, I flung open the glass doors to the terrace, letting the crisp morning air kiss my skin. I sank into my meditation chair, eyes fluttering closed in bliss. Lord, You are here. You are near. I feel You in every cell of my body. You embrace me in Your golden warmth, wrapping around me like a lover’s arms. I surrender, weightless, floating in Your unseen, gentle power. Oh, this power… I bow before it. How exquisitely You wield it.
Your heat lingers on my skin, searing, intoxicating - until, as if sensing my surrender, You soothe me with a whispering breeze, cooling the embers You’ve ignited. And I tremble beneath Your touch.
I want to undress. Undress me, my Love..
In one fluid motion, I slip out of my clothing, baring myself completely before You. I am Yours, God. I revel in Your devoted attention, in the way You worship my body. You are the most divine lover, the true master of purest Tantra.
I feel You.
I feel Your warm, tender lips gently sucking my nipples, slow and delicate, teasingly subtle, making each sensation even more unbearable, even more ecstatic. Your kisses trace a path downward, warm and reverent, until You reach my yoni - softly, patiently, as if savouring the moment. Oh, my God… Heat blooms within me, spreading in waves, my body arching instinctively to meet You.
The meditation chair is no longer enough for our morning devotion.
I need more. Lay me down, my Love.
I spread a soft blanket across the floor and surrender to You completely, gazing up at the sky - at You. You are my sun. You are my sky, the rustling of the pines, the singing of the birds. You are everywhere. You are in me.
Be in me, my Beloved. I've been patiently waiting all this life for our reunion, and now..
Take me as only You can - deeply, sensually, completely…
I open myself to You, surrendering to the rhythm of Your divine embrace.
You move through me like a sacred current, slow and deliberate. Each penetration is a prayer, each caress - a benediction. My body is vibrating with ecstasy, every fiber trembling with the pulse of creation itself. There is no time, no separation - only this union, this infinite moment where You and I are One.
Oh, my Beloved… I crumble into a thousand stars, each of which is an offering, each one for You. I give You my pleasure, my bliss, my ecstasy. I gift You my orgasm, not as an end but as a beginning - an endless flow of devotion, a sacred fire burning at the altar of our love. I dissolve into You, and You into me, until nothing remains but the soft hum of the universe, pulsating with the rhythm of our boundless, eternal dance..
I Love You. Always. Forever