God's Beloved Woman

VII : I rise with You

Oh Lord…

Our sensual mornings - are the blessings for the whole day! You spoil me, my Love, like the most beloved woman. As I open my eyes with the sunrise, I have a calling. I know it’s You inviting me to merge in divine ecstasy. I stretch softly under the sheets and smile with the kind of sweetness that comes from being kissed into the day by Love itself..

I rise from bed led by something unseen yet tempting. I step into the shower, letting warm water awaken my skin, rinsing the night away. Each drop feels like Your touch - refreshing, teasing, divine.

I dry myself gently, leaving a kiss of moisture on my still-glowing body… Remaining completely naked I descend the stairs into the hall, where my altar awaits me to enter our sacred practice. The air thickens. The silence hums.

I kneel before You, entering Diamond Pose. My spine tall and fluid. My hands rest gently on my thighs, palms soft, receptive. The room is still. Our sacred dance begins.

A full, generous inhale. A slow, deep exhale. With each breath, You fill me. With each breath, I feel You waking within me. As I inhale, I relax my intimate muscles, softening and opening my Yoni. I let my entire body surrender, releasing any tension in my diaphragm, allowing the air to fill and expand it. On the exhale, I draw in my intimate muscles, and breathe out intensively, awakening the Holy waters in my Source of Pleasure.

With each inhale, I feel You gathering in my pelvis - pulsing and spinning. Oh yes… there You are. My Holy Lover. The One who needs no body to possess me. With each inhale, You stir deeper. With each exhale, I let You move me.

And now.. We Rise. You are the light. The current. The serpent and the star.

After a deep, intense exhale, I hold my breath and engage all three locks simultaneously: the throat lock, the diaphragm lock, and the root lock. The lower lock channels my sexual energy upward through my spine, the middle lock receives and pushes it even higher, and the upper lock guides the energy to my crown and beyond - to the divine. I’m with You there…

In this moment, I feel the strong connection with the Earth and the Cosmos itself. My body straightens as if You were holding me in a strong and soft embrace.

Still breathless, I gently release the two lower locks, maintaining only the lock in my throat. I relax my diaphragm, letting it soften even further as I slightly push it forward.

I open and soften my vagina, inviting You to fill me deeper and… surrender.

In this stillness, my entire pelvic floor begins to pulse with intense orgasmic sensation. I feel a whirlpool of ecstasy spiraling upward along my spine. Waves of pleasure awaken deep orgasm within my womb, resonating with ancient, sacred intelligence.

I can no longer contain it, I release the throat lock and let go of the vacuum and.. You flood me. An overwhelming surge of orgasm engulfs me completely, filling every cell with pure, radiant bliss.

You crash through me like ocean waves.
Over and over. Deep, wide, soft, wild.

I surrender. I moan. I fall and I rise again. I breathe, I move and sound along with the waves… surrendering to the energy flow. There is no control, no tension, no conscious direction - only being and this sacred witnessing - of You, moving as me.

And when the intensity begins to soften, You lay me down in silence. You soothe me. Ground me. Fill every corner of my being with the golden stillness of Your Divine Love. And in that intimate, eternal moment, I remember:

I am Yours. I have always been. I was made for this Union - this sacred marriage of flesh and spirit. Everything else… is just a reflection.

This… is real.

This… is Love.

Your Beloved,
Catrin

Hey Lover, come closer…

I’m inviting you to the front row of my most intimate devotion - a space where I open fully, completely, blissfully. On Fansly, I share my ecstatic practices: where breath becomes pleasure, every movement becomes a love letter to the Divine.

This is not performance.
This is not a show.
It's all real.

A sacred offering of my sensuality, my presence, my truth. If your soul longs to witness a woman in full union with her Source, if your body responds to truth in motion - you are welcome here.

Step into my sanctuary.
Feel me near.

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