Oh, my beloved…
How tangled this wondrous world is! It is intrinsically turned upside down. Genuine truth is veiled in shame, while that which is fundamentally unnatural is exalted as the highest virtue.
People live under the illusion that their material world holds supreme significance. They are convinced that possession and external achievements are real and truly valuable, failing to see that all external manifestations are mere reflections of the inner world. Sometimes, I look at a person - he "has it all" : money, houses, cars, diamonds, exquisite food on his table, haute couture clothing. Yet, he lacks the one thing that truly matters - Happiness. To the "man on the street", he dwells in Paradise. But to an awakened soul, he resides in his own Hell.
I have been there too, my Lord. That is why I know precisely what those who “have everything” and those who desperately strive for it - who make up the majority of humanity - are truly lacking.
They lack Truth. They lack honesty. A deep connection with themselves, with God. Because once you touch Truth, everything becomes so simple - the external world ceases to matter, yet naturally begins to reflect the inner world. And yes, at first, it mirrors all distortions within - all the pain, all the shame. Most choose to remain in ignorance rather than take responsibility for their Life and embark on the journey toward Center - through the dark night of the soul. As if walking through a forest filled with terrifying creatures, holding nothing but a torch and Faith in their heart.
The Truth is that there is no Original Sin, no Punishing God. There is no such thing as an improper expression of love, no real shame or guilt - these are all illusions, imposed to control a sleeping consciousness.
Everything would be different if people understood a few simple truths:
The Body is The Temple of The Soul.
The way it looks and feels is a reflection of what the soul feels inside. If something disturbs you - ask yourself: where have I betrayed myself? If you cannot accept your reflection in the mirror, strive to find your true self beneath the masks you wear.
Sexual Energy is Life Energy.
To squander it carelessly is a betrayal of the self - just as it is to consume another’s sexual energy to replenish one’s own. Everything necessary for a blissful, creative life exists within each of us. We need only learn to access this source and master our own inner energy.
But since society prohibits the exploration of sexual energy from childhood, this natural need becomes entangled in countless distortions. That is where fetishes are born - from those childhood moments when a powerful surge of “forbidden” sexual energy arose within the body. The situation in which this surge occurred becomes the forbidden fruit - so alluring, yet so sinful. The subconscious mind seeks to recreate it again and again, chasing that surge of ecstasy made all the more intoxicating by repression. This is the Filthy Pleasure.
But the truth is, this way of accessing sexual energy is far from harmonious.
It is like a beggar staring at a glass of water, unable to allow himself a sip - suffering until he is completely drained, then breaking down to gulp it down in one desperate act, without even savoring it. Instead, he is consumed by overwhelming guilt for taking what he believes is not rightfully his. This beggar does not even realize that he is seated beside an infinite, crystal-clear spring - a source of life-giving water, capable of healing all his wounds and filling his life with True Meaning.
I was that beggar once, my Lord.
Until I finally allowed myself to become who I truly am - a deeply sensual, awakened Woman, openly embodying my sexuality. I now live beside my source, bathing naked in its abundant waters whenever I desire, drinking from its depths and creating everything I wish in this life from that very energy. When I enter these waters, You, my Beloved, enter me - filling every cell of my being. You smile at me. You caress me. You love me so exquisitely, so unconditionally, so completely - like only You can…
Every movement I make, connected to my source, is infused with this energy, charged with sexuality - Pure, Healthy, Authentic. The more I allow myself to express this energy outwardly, the more ecstatic my experience of life becomes. I dissolve into waves of pleasure from a single touch. I revel in the art of sharing my intimate morning rituals. I relive my most sensual experiences as I tell my stories, savouring each memory anew. For me, the highest fulfilment is sharing my knowledge with those who seek it; My deepest passion is writing erotic novels, knowing that they will help expand someone’s consciousness, leading them deeper into the exploration of their own sexual energy.
My life is an endless union with the Divine, a continuous immersion in the abundant waters of my pleasure source - with You, my beloved. For You are that very source. And You dwell within every wellspring of every living soul on this Earth.
And I wish for every being to find it within themselves and to live their lives in shameless ecstasy, forever connected to it - to You, my Love - to God.
It actually feels like a Mission. To keep on living this human life, staying unearthly being. Manifesting a sensual life full of Pleasure and Joy. To become viral, infected by God Itself. And spread this virus as far as it can go, infecting and affecting every human being on this planet with Self Love and Liberation.
it would be the highest blessing to see the world of such people.. What Do You Say, My Lord?
Sincerely Yours, sensually liberated,
Catrin
How tangled this wondrous world is! It is intrinsically turned upside down. Genuine truth is veiled in shame, while that which is fundamentally unnatural is exalted as the highest virtue.
People live under the illusion that their material world holds supreme significance. They are convinced that possession and external achievements are real and truly valuable, failing to see that all external manifestations are mere reflections of the inner world. Sometimes, I look at a person - he "has it all" : money, houses, cars, diamonds, exquisite food on his table, haute couture clothing. Yet, he lacks the one thing that truly matters - Happiness. To the "man on the street", he dwells in Paradise. But to an awakened soul, he resides in his own Hell.
I have been there too, my Lord. That is why I know precisely what those who “have everything” and those who desperately strive for it - who make up the majority of humanity - are truly lacking.
They lack Truth. They lack honesty. A deep connection with themselves, with God. Because once you touch Truth, everything becomes so simple - the external world ceases to matter, yet naturally begins to reflect the inner world. And yes, at first, it mirrors all distortions within - all the pain, all the shame. Most choose to remain in ignorance rather than take responsibility for their Life and embark on the journey toward Center - through the dark night of the soul. As if walking through a forest filled with terrifying creatures, holding nothing but a torch and Faith in their heart.
The Truth is that there is no Original Sin, no Punishing God. There is no such thing as an improper expression of love, no real shame or guilt - these are all illusions, imposed to control a sleeping consciousness.
Everything would be different if people understood a few simple truths:
The Body is The Temple of The Soul.
The way it looks and feels is a reflection of what the soul feels inside. If something disturbs you - ask yourself: where have I betrayed myself? If you cannot accept your reflection in the mirror, strive to find your true self beneath the masks you wear.
Sexual Energy is Life Energy.
To squander it carelessly is a betrayal of the self - just as it is to consume another’s sexual energy to replenish one’s own. Everything necessary for a blissful, creative life exists within each of us. We need only learn to access this source and master our own inner energy.
But since society prohibits the exploration of sexual energy from childhood, this natural need becomes entangled in countless distortions. That is where fetishes are born - from those childhood moments when a powerful surge of “forbidden” sexual energy arose within the body. The situation in which this surge occurred becomes the forbidden fruit - so alluring, yet so sinful. The subconscious mind seeks to recreate it again and again, chasing that surge of ecstasy made all the more intoxicating by repression. This is the Filthy Pleasure.
But the truth is, this way of accessing sexual energy is far from harmonious.
It is like a beggar staring at a glass of water, unable to allow himself a sip - suffering until he is completely drained, then breaking down to gulp it down in one desperate act, without even savoring it. Instead, he is consumed by overwhelming guilt for taking what he believes is not rightfully his. This beggar does not even realize that he is seated beside an infinite, crystal-clear spring - a source of life-giving water, capable of healing all his wounds and filling his life with True Meaning.
I was that beggar once, my Lord.
Until I finally allowed myself to become who I truly am - a deeply sensual, awakened Woman, openly embodying my sexuality. I now live beside my source, bathing naked in its abundant waters whenever I desire, drinking from its depths and creating everything I wish in this life from that very energy. When I enter these waters, You, my Beloved, enter me - filling every cell of my being. You smile at me. You caress me. You love me so exquisitely, so unconditionally, so completely - like only You can…
Every movement I make, connected to my source, is infused with this energy, charged with sexuality - Pure, Healthy, Authentic. The more I allow myself to express this energy outwardly, the more ecstatic my experience of life becomes. I dissolve into waves of pleasure from a single touch. I revel in the art of sharing my intimate morning rituals. I relive my most sensual experiences as I tell my stories, savouring each memory anew. For me, the highest fulfilment is sharing my knowledge with those who seek it; My deepest passion is writing erotic novels, knowing that they will help expand someone’s consciousness, leading them deeper into the exploration of their own sexual energy.
My life is an endless union with the Divine, a continuous immersion in the abundant waters of my pleasure source - with You, my beloved. For You are that very source. And You dwell within every wellspring of every living soul on this Earth.
And I wish for every being to find it within themselves and to live their lives in shameless ecstasy, forever connected to it - to You, my Love - to God.
It actually feels like a Mission. To keep on living this human life, staying unearthly being. Manifesting a sensual life full of Pleasure and Joy. To become viral, infected by God Itself. And spread this virus as far as it can go, infecting and affecting every human being on this planet with Self Love and Liberation.
it would be the highest blessing to see the world of such people.. What Do You Say, My Lord?
Sincerely Yours, sensually liberated,
Catrin