We felt so good and peaceful together that we wanted to pause the entire outside world for an eternity, so we decided to move to a new house right by the sea, in the northern part of the island—far from the pre-New Year’s hustle and the influx of noisy tourists.
Between us, all barriers completely dissolved. The high wall with spikes that my inner girl had once built to protect her inner world was no longer needed. I opened up to Snake not only with my body but with my whole being—in a way I’d never opened to anyone before—and I was fully accepted in it. Unconditionally loved, with everything that I am.
“Your hands heal,” I told him with absolute certainty. I adored and always gratefully kissed his magical hands after the healing massage, which had already become our favorite evening tradition.
Between us, all barriers completely dissolved. The high wall with spikes that my inner girl had once built to protect her inner world was no longer needed. I opened up to Snake not only with my body but with my whole being—in a way I’d never opened to anyone before—and I was fully accepted in it. Unconditionally loved, with everything that I am.
“Your hands heal,” I told him with absolute certainty. I adored and always gratefully kissed his magical hands after the healing massage, which had already become our favorite evening tradition.
Indeed, his sensitive touch awakened my body, which responded with a softness and sensuality unknown to me before. Every time he touched my lower belly, I felt a very clear response from my uterus. We even joked that she had a thing for him—and not without reason, because the pain in my womb hardly bothered me anymore. I truly…was moving toward healing.
“Let’s heal your womb,” Snake suggested one evening.
“As you say, Doctor,” I agreed with light irony, knowing deep down that he wouldn’t throw such words around lightly.
“Lie down and relax—she and I will have a personal conversation.”
Without a trace of anxiety, I undressed and lay down on the bed, fully trusting his flow. He sat beside me and gently covered me with a blanket.
“Close your eyes, breathe, place your attention in your center.”
He placed his hands on my uterus, and it immediately responded with a light, orgasmic pulsing. There was not a hint of sexual intent in his touch—the atmosphere was charged with something entirely different.
Candles burned, a light breeze swayed the silky canopy above the bed, outside the bedroom window the quiet whisper of the ocean could be heard, soft relaxing music played—but the sensations were as if we were in a vacuum, where there was no sound, no light, not even us—only his hands on my uterus and their candid conversation.
A powerful heat radiated from his palms, warming me through and through, right down to the bed. It was a very gentle heat. I saw it as a golden glow.
He began making very light, pulsing movements with his hands, and I felt my womb yielding to this pulsation. The movements were barely perceptible, yet with each pulse it responded with increasingly powerful contractions. From my quiet moan, Snake understood that arousal was overtaking me.
“Breeeathe…” He placed one hand on the center of my chest, while the other covered the entire area from my pubic bone to the perineum. The warmth now spread upward, from below all the way to my heart. I wrapped my arms around him and, for some reason, started crying.
“Shhh, shh, girl…”
He kissed the tear that gathered at the corner of my eye, lay down beside me, and rested his head on my chest. For a while, his hand remained motionless in the perineum area, but when he felt that I had relaxed and was breathing evenly again, he slowly slid his middle finger inside my yoni. My arousal was so intense that in that very second my entire inner space contracted in an orgasmic pulse, yet he remained completely still. I understood perfectly well that this wasn’t the purpose of today’s interaction and tried to relax even deeper, allowing the impulses to be there without intentionally amplifying them.
When Snake felt the pulsation calming down, he started moving his finger very slowly toward the cervix. But the slower his movements were, the greater the ecstasy they evoked in my body. I felt every curve of his finger, every fold of skin. I felt and saw what was happening inside me with a clarity I had never known before. Concentrating on these sensations slightly reduced the orgasmic pressure, but then he touched the cervix with the tip of his finger—and my body arched from the incredible force of the energy stream that surged through my entire body to the crown of my head.
She had been waiting for this connection, reaching for him, and now seemed ready to pull him into her Narnia. Snake remained motionless, as if he had stopped breathing. He went into the deepest meditation, and what was happening with my body unfolded far above the surface of his immersion.
The powerful energy wave, having reached the crown, rolled back toward the uterus and began to subside, concentrating as a glow around the cervix, while Snake began to trace around it with the tip of his finger—very, very slowly, barely touching.
I experienced my first cervical orgasm. Next to this luminous, vibrating beauty, all other orgasms simply faded. The orgasm lasted endlessly. My body ceased to exist, and my breathing seemed to stop completely. There was only energy, spiraling around the cervix and expanding through the crown into the infinity of the cosmos. There was no me, no him. There was no arousal and no orgasmic convulsions. It was pure ecstasy—a departure from this reality into another dimension, where everything exists as unassembled energy, sparkling like stars—sometimes spiraling around a powerful stream of golden light, sometimes scattering again, becoming either all or absolute nothingness…
This process unfolded outside of time and space and seemed conceived by something greater than Snake and me. When we “came back,” it was already deep night.
“What was that, Snake?”
“I have no idea. I’ve never experienced anything like that before,” he said thoughtfully. “It felt like I fell asleep, but it was a very strange dream. I had a strong intention to connect with your uterus, and when I touched it, it was as if I was carried away into open space. After that, I don’t remember anything…” He paused. “And you?”
“And I…will never be the same again.”