Set against the lush, heart-opening landscape of Bali, Dr. Snake is a romantic journey of deep transformation. It tells the story of a woman’s awakening through the art of conscious intimacy - where vulnerability becomes strength, and desire becomes medicine. Through tender connection, she begins to heal her inner child and reclaim her full capacity for pleasure - in love and in life. A novel about beauty, bravery, and the kind of honesty that sets your soul free.
Catrin Ray
Author & Main Character
Foreword.
Before you begin reading this book, I want to get a little closer to you and share what moved me to write this novel.
The deepest theme of my life has been exploring energy, in all its vivid, multifaceted forms. This quality was woven into me long before I physically arrived in this world. My mother told me how, during her entire pregnancy, she experienced the most ecstatic experience of her life. And after I was born, it was as if life itself began to “reward” me — with events, visions, thoughts, and the most vivid fantasies imaginable. I always knew that someday, I would give myself full permission to express everything that had been so fiercely bursting from within me since childhood.
Before you begin reading this book, I want to get a little closer to you and share what moved me to write this novel.
The deepest theme of my life has been exploring energy, in all its vivid, multifaceted forms. This quality was woven into me long before I physically arrived in this world. My mother told me how, during her entire pregnancy, she experienced the most ecstatic experience of her life. And after I was born, it was as if life itself began to “reward” me — with events, visions, thoughts, and the most vivid fantasies imaginable. I always knew that someday, I would give myself full permission to express everything that had been so fiercely bursting from within me since childhood.
Sensitivity is both a gift and a curse.
On one hand, this innate ability — to see, hear, and feel more than most — granted me extraordinary depth of experience. But on the other, it took away the comfort of being socially accepted, of living “like normal people”.
The intimate side of my interactions with men has always been a mix of hope and heartbreak. Without healthy boundaries shaped in childhood, I experienced many traumatic situations. This led to chronic issues in my reproductive system.
My school — my path — revealed answers to countless questions about the nature of feminine energy. I discovered them while creating my most transformative course, “Feminine,” which turned my life upside down — and deeply impacted the lives of those who journeyed through it.
The intimate side of my interactions with men has always been a mix of hope and heartbreak. Without healthy boundaries shaped in childhood, I experienced many traumatic situations. This led to chronic issues in my reproductive system.
My school — my path — revealed answers to countless questions about the nature of feminine energy. I discovered them while creating my most transformative course, “Feminine,” which turned my life upside down — and deeply impacted the lives of those who journeyed through it.
Dr. Snake became a sacred threshold — a point of no return — in fully stepping into my essence.
This novel is based on real events, written in first person — I am the main character, and everything you’ll read comes directly from my lived experience. I have nothing to hide, and no reason to mask my truth behind fictional characters.
I feel a deep calling to share what I came here to express — to do so in a way that will awaken every human who crosses paths with these pages to their highest creative potential.
This story unfolded like a dream manifested - healing my wounded heart and a life-threatening diagnosis. But beyond healing, it gave life to everything I had been moving toward for over a decade: the spiritual awakening and a sacred union with a man.
I feel a deep calling to share what I came here to express — to do so in a way that will awaken every human who crosses paths with these pages to their highest creative potential.
This story unfolded like a dream manifested - healing my wounded heart and a life-threatening diagnosis. But beyond healing, it gave life to everything I had been moving toward for over a decade: the spiritual awakening and a sacred union with a man.
Dreams Come True!
And my life is a living proof of that.
And my life is a living proof of that.
Yours, Cat
Through my art, I want to help people reclaim, awaken, and vastly expand their ability to feel with every cell of their being — and bring their boldest fantasies to life.
Ahead of you lies a journey into a fairytale woven from truth. One that will stretch your awareness and invite you to experience more pleasure than you might ever thought possible. Stay open to the new — but take with you only what resonates with your soul.
Remember, every path is unique. Through my story, I offer just one reflection of how feminine nature can blossom in sacred union with a partner.
Ahead of you lies a journey into a fairytale woven from truth. One that will stretch your awareness and invite you to experience more pleasure than you might ever thought possible. Stay open to the new — but take with you only what resonates with your soul.
Remember, every path is unique. Through my story, I offer just one reflection of how feminine nature can blossom in sacred union with a partner.